The young are so corrupt living in this corrupt society. I see parallels between the world now and the way Israel was in the book of Judges. Both Israel and the world now have strayed from God, strayed from their creator. People constantly belittle Christianity and criticize Christians for condemning homosexuality and fornication. People have wandered off and started living as if their was no God at all. This world truly is godless.

I love Markella so so so so much.

Starting to feel really motivated all of a sudden. This is good :D although I’m not going to say my opinions and feelings have changed, I will say that God is helping me through this difficult stage in my life where I’m beginning to question my place in this society, and trying to figure out where my path will take me.

This week is going to be worse than the last, I just know it.

Someone kill me now.

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I’m beginning to question everything.

Questioning myself, my relationships with others, my goals, my dreams, my value. I’m beginning to question my social contribution and my place in this world. I’m beginning to question my tastes, my interests, myself.

My routine is starting to become boring, annoying. My life revolves around my books and homework Mon. - Fri. I visit my Mom on the weekend, and go to church Sundays.

Over and over and over.

Don’t get me wrong, the thing I enjoy most about my life is church. It’s my life. My quotidienne routine, however, seems to be on repeat, and I hate it.

Starting to feel a little sick >.<